Keeping Kirby

Yep, we are most likely going to keep Kirby. There is still small room for change, but I want to feel secure in my decision, I wont if I go through guiding eyes. This decision is hard for me, as it is for me to explain why I chose what I chose. I think it was the security thing, plus the fact I just want to close the issue. I'm still grieving for upstate guide dogs, it still fells like an open wound, and I still cry sometimes. If Kirby goes, I lose my last link to the best part of my life, the part of my life that's over. it's hard for me to admit I'm still upset over it, I'm near tears as I type. I'm done now,but I don't know how to end.